tonight i might have big hits from my MR3 peers because my blog was being publicised (not intentionally of course) by my lecturer, Pak Tuan (unique name isn't it?).. he told the class that i've been blogging about love (aigoo can you imagine how red my face had become after that)... not that i dislike it, it just that i was rather ermm shy (eleh mena tek..)
*Pak Tuan if you happen to be reading this post, hope you don't mind whatever i'm writing about here aite huhu*
this evening we got a class with him (not to say a class, it was rather a motivational session with him regarding time management, strategy for success and etc), and in the middle of the session, suddenly a final year student came in and she asked him whether she could join the class or not.. she joined us and as the session went on, and to tell you the truth i was kinda impress with her...
why?? whoah, let me ask you this; do you dare to barge in a junior class where you hardly know anybody and the reason was that you enjoy to listen to this one particular lec? and then everyone in the room suddenly looking at you with a hey-you-where-did-you-come-from kinda expression... she got the courage.. and she talked a lot in the class too, though i believe that some might see that as a disturbance, but i see that as something that spark the whole evening..
yeah, you see typical Malaysian student, they only talk when the lec ask ques to them or when they really don't understand and sometimes when the lec ask something to the whole class, there would be a moment of silent and all of the students' heads suddenly bow down and they began reading the books diligently... if not, then the lec will do all the talking thinggy.. familiar with the situation??hehe.. that's why when the girl came and start to talk to the lec with ease (she always start talking with the word sorry (for interrupting)), i was thinking like i was in a different class where the class was active with the participation of the students... and they feel free to say what they wanna say without hesitation or doubt..
she was expressive to the extend she said she really like the lec during the session (i believe like as in attitude and way of thinking)... she remind me of someone.. ME.. why didn't i become as proactive as her and speak my mind out loud? why am i always reserved and become passive in class? where did my courage and my confident goes?
you see, when i watch movie like 21 or Donald Trump's The Apprentice, i always wanted to become as good as them... speak confidently with wise words.. its the charisma so to say.. i know wanting would always be wanting if i'm not practicing it and getting out from my shell... darn it, i should change...
p/s: maybe some might ask, how la then, a lec already know your blog, won't he know your attitude by your writing, will i stop posting my 2 cents worth piece of mind on whatever issues i wanna? No, i won't.. this is the place where hypocrisy doesn't exist and i'll continue to be myself.. a cheerful optimistic Sanguine.. Peace!!!
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5 comments:
congrats, your efforts on your blog is being acknowledge, haha..
wow ive been to a famous blog XD
btw the girl is somewhat awesome! ^^
i miss to be that girl.
when i didnt understand,i used to ask spontaneously, but after a few incident,i kindda get the feeling that people didnt like being ask because the question rather rethorical or plainly unneeded.
i hate when teacher would say,"good question" when it is hardly a hard question but somehow it is good to ask rather than not knowing.
i also hate it when teacher try to answer because the feel they have to answer when in fact they didnt have the answer. but i admire their courage to fill my curiousity.
i didnt judge a teacher if they forget or didnt know. they could not know everything.
when i ask, some student will show dislike faces, as i eventually extend the class when teacher try to explain, but some teacher dislike being ask after class.
my fear are somehow irrational, but my intention is never to annoy anybody, nor to extend the class any longer.
im dumb because i choose not to annoy people. so many wrong choices.
Stan dear,
I think we same issue here.
I was laughed when i asked some questions during my faculty internship briefing last Wednesday, regarding something like the application protocol. I could see ppl made what-a-stupid-question face on me. I don't really care about me being a laughing stock bcoz at least i made myself clear on that matter. What annoys me the most is when after the briefing session, people keep asking me, the same question that i asked earlier. Wow, actually they're more thickheaded than the cool faces they've made. Some of them even said thing like 'i don't understand that part too, but i just pass and luckily u asked. WTF WTF. I'm not impress at all.
I am greatful that i am not among these hypocrites. Pretending themselves to be just cool while they are actually not.
I also remember that 1 of my coursemate saying remain mute is cool since you are not show-offing. OKAY~ there's no such thing like 'show-off' when it comes to knowledge interchange. Only people that care so much about afraid-of-being-show-off are prone to boast. Am i right Stan?
So Stan, just speak out ur curiosity. Man evolve when there is curiosity. Rmember, bak kata Pn Salbiah, org yg x mahu btanya itu bodoh sombomg.
dee~ not effort lor..just so happen dat it is known.. huhu..
kamen~ yea.. she is.. v. cool..
qas~smethng thnking 2 much will lead us 2 nothng.. l learnt that n yet here i am still doing it over n over again.. bak kata nike, next time, JUST DO IT...
choen~ yeah, u r very right.. its cool that u hve the courage so keep it up.. duh.. mute is cool.. sooner or later, if they dunno they will ask other people oso,so where's da cool jz now..kan2..hehe.. Pn. Salbiah.. yeah, we learnt a lot at high school frm all da great pipel,n its a shame if we're nt applyin it..
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