-definitely, maybe...

i'm not so into romantic movies coz well, spare the details later.. haha.. neway, i've just watched this sweet romantic movie entitled movie "Definitely, maybe"...yeah, its a great movie, able to make me smile at certain time... hehe.. yalo jiwang a bit sometimes is not wrong aite.. and it makes me think...

sometimes we met few wrong person in life before we landed to right one... you got me?? so does it mean i should open my self up to relationship and just let everything falls into places by its own... well, if she's not the one then there must be one out there... somewhere where her existence is yet to be revealed to us by the higher power above... so is it the same like trials and errors test?? hhmmm...

the thing is I've seen many people who just engage in a relationship in a blink of an eye.. youth nowadays, how do this people know that she/he is the one for her/him?? everything happens so fast and at the end of the day there's a couple already... are they being driven by their infatuation which later turns into love or maybe not... are they just committed to such relationship without thinking how long it might last? and the list of consequences goes on and on...

i'm a complicated person who thinks too much..yea, that's me... and i know thinking so much and trying to be so secure in my own comfort zone without daring to take any risks or chances won't get me anywhere... and i have my own reasons for that... which might sound ridiculous to some so just let it known by me only...

but there's this girl i adore whom i admired for quite a long time and still now... and i believe anytime this year, i should confess to her... gosh, did i really just said that.. but awkwards as it maybe coz for 3 years long i'd met her just once, talked to her for few precious hours and few msgs somewhere along the time frame... i told you its hard coz even the situation is not siding to my side.. i'm gambling on the odds.. God i really need you at that time.. hoho...

so, thats it.. neaa.. you see what happen to me once i get this jiwang syndrom.. that's why i hate romantic movies... so' i'll end this post with some words taken from the movie for guys out there who clueless for ideas on what to say when you wanna propose your love... :)


"i wanna marry you because you are the first person i want to look at when i wake up in the morning, and the only one i wanna kiss good night...
because the first time that i saw these hands,
i couldn't imagine not being able to hold them...
but mainly, when you love someone as mich as i love you,
getting married is the only thing left to do...
so, will you.. umm.. marry me?"

"definitely, maybe... i'll have to think about it" (not the answer you wanna hear of course :p)