-Abau's story...

it's been a while...
yeap it is.. among the reasons why i'm so lazy updating my blog is coz my blog got a problem, if u notice my blogger friends' links not functioning... so kinda lost the enthusiasm of blogging b'coz of this..

excuses... i know, i know...

well, many things had changed for the past few weeks, owh did i mention major drastic change?? it all begin during the Raya hols, we went to the ICG at Johore, and guess what? i received the biggest surprise that i could never think of... there's this girl hmm let's call her abau for a while...

oh yeah, btw ICG was super fun, educational and memorable... oh i forgot embarrassing too.. why? coz i was chosen as a representative of my diocese to become a runaway model... oh no, i don't do modelling.. my friends had to do it too.. kind of "paksa rela" thinggy.. for the sake of my final year memories, i'm ready to be booed by people, read: guys only.. hehe.. adei, seriously that time i felt like i wanna hide myself under the curtain, but there was no curtain around, so being a professional, (its ok if u feel u wanna puke, that's my intention anyway hehe) i had to walk confidently on the stage... result? i didn't won it.. as expected aite.. hoho..

there were plenty of other memories too, but i guess i'm the only one would be so ecstatic about it..

oh yeah, regarding abau, well, she's the girl that i fond of before ICG.. she's still doing her practical at Miri for the time being, so i wouldn't expect to meet her at Johore.. but then, there she was that night, surprising me with her presence.. at first sight, i thought i saw an angel, but then i realize she's an abau.. abau is hantu or ghost btw... but she's a special kind of abau..

to make a very very very long story short, i confessed my feelings to her the next night... ahaha.. it's not a sudden or rush decision oo.. i thought about it way earlier but i never thought i would met her that early.. yeah, there were few sweet words and moments during my confession in front on Mother Mary's Grotto that time.. even God was at my side, the night were cold and serene, a perfect condition for an unexpected confession from me.. huhu.. nervous? of course i am.. but God gave me strength, thanks..

the words that i used? yada yada yada.. can ask her later but i doubt it if she still remember.. hehe.. but the last words were err "would you be my other half?".. i don't know where i got that from, blame the tv.. huhu.. n she quietly answered, yes.. a very quite one that i had to ask her to say it a bit louder.. haha.. so there it was, the moment of my first love begun.. 12.02 am 21st/09/09... today is the 2nd week already.. =)

well, if you think i'm cheesy enough to write about this in my blog, well i am.. love make you more childish isn't it.. i'm doing all the things that i never thought i would before.. guess that's what they call it the power of love.. ehee... kan cyg? haha..

oh yeah, that girl, that abau, her name is Kay.. my Kay, my abau and my girl.. if you ever reading this abau, never doubt my feelings, for you are my first love.. the one that i seek for a long time...
guess that we're now walking hand in hand in this road of life... let's hope we'll walk to the end of it.. the future may be uncertain, but i believe it's me and it's you that will make everything.. God is willing...



cyg u... =)