-my secret place

i read a shout out by a friend of mine which stated that he missed to lay on the school's track while watching the stars above.. me too am missing the same thing...

our high school has a track which is located at the back of our dorm (its so near that you can reach there within a few minutes)... its a great place and i believe if it can talk, it will share the stories of all the students who had put their feet on the top of its red, coarse track..

last time during form 5, i was having quite a hard life.. at that time there's so many problems that i faced and being a teenager who still learn on how to cope up with stuffs like that, i sometimes found out problems were hard to solve...

then, there it was, the track that had been a great companion during the lonesome and troubles night...

i always went there in the middle of the night.. it was complete dark with a total silence.. well, not really; sometimes the noise from the dorms can be heard from afar.. but it did felt serene and safe.. and i laid down there, sometimes for hours, just looking at the sky which was blessed with million of stars... and it was beautiful...

i am healed again... beneath the christmas alike tree, everything seems so perfect and reminded me that everything were going to be okay.. and it were..

nowadays, its hard to find a place like that anymore.. a place where you wanna run when the tides are against you.. a place where you can search for miracles within your soul and find the remedies for all the troubles that come.. a place which is comfortable and reminds you, that you are still alive... and should be kicking!!

the track was my secret place, only one people knew about it that time.. and he's my best friend now...

perhaps one day may be i should go back there again, to lay down and to immerse in my own world once again...

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Let me take you to
My secret place
High above the earth
Into out of space
Only God knows where
Only God knows how
I will take you there
Somehow
~last day of your life -Glass Pear