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i'm extremely busy.. seriously.. if before i told you that i'm busy, none would compare to this sem.. my head are full with lists-to-do everyday; works, assignments, worries and even time to do my daily chores and etc..

i'm the director for two project this sem, one is for our school's society which is a trip to UTP.. luckily that i have a good team members and i'm happy to work with them.. we already achieved 50% progress and now the things that worries me is the BUS.. booking the bus was like booking Jessica Alba to my birthday party.. fully booked for the month of February and March.. yea seriously.. second sem is the shortest sem and yet it is the busiest sem..i wonder why many unis' activities are on this sem.. you think this one is rather 'ok la memang bz pun' wait till i tell you the next one...

i'm the project director for PCC Concert and mind you its a very mega project... arghh... we are targetting Christians from Penang to attend the concert so you see, its like a state level project already.. to find people one thing, but wanna know how much is their targeting as profit? roughly 7K an i was like ok.. that's a very big amount.. and here i am..a newbie in organising such a big event and finding myself wired out at the end of days... enuf said.. you know how busy it would be..

my worries? wanna know? though you don't wanna know, i still wanna let you know.. haha.. i got 5 killer papers for finals which the duration is only for two weeks.. think how close would each paper be.. i haven't got a place for my intern.. everyday i wake up, i hope i got reply from the company.. what bothers me is i believe there's few undergrads who asked for interns in Sarawaks' companies compare to Peninsula and yet its ironic that they couldn't afford a few interns.. i know its recession and every company is tightening their belt, but hello please la for just a few months how can you not provide the experience the undergrads need for their studies... whatmore its Sarawak, the largest state with many companies also maa.. i've send more letters, so please pray for me i'll get it...

these are some of the things that give me a bit of headache.. assignments jangan kira la.. there will always be one pun.. student's life... but i'm not giving me up..

its hard and its tough and thats why i seek God for His help to grant me the strength i need to endure all this... a friend of mine ymed me just now and told me that i'm lucky.. why? out of millions i'm the one He choose to experience all this.. yup its good to look at the bright side so that things won't look more complicated as the way they are...

i'm not tense or whatsoever coz i got friends who i can rely on.. poor Mickey, he always become my place to settle myself... and he's being a good listener.. so far.. and chocolate is good to ease your mind or ice cream or any foodlah.. so, express the feelings be it to the food or to someone ears.. don't keep it inside coz it will eat you slowly...

God i know you are with me and i believe i can make it through this rain...