-it's heaven on earth...

Oh, thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

CHORUS:
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Yeah, nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh, there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
'Cause our love will light the way

CHORUS

I've been waitin' for so long
For somethin' to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Yeah, I'll be standin' there by you

CHORUS

-Heaven by Brian Adams-

been listening to this song repetitively lately... there's some sort of lost feeling creeps in the nook of this tiny heart of mine... and the yearning to have someone keeps come and go... at one moment 'whoah, its great to be alone.. i'm mr independent' and yet sometimes 'i need somebody to love and know that somebody thinking of me now'.... well, that sort of moment...

and i got nobody to blame but me... yea, sometimes chances knock the door and what did i do? i hush them away.. sometimes opportunities are on the side of the road and yet what did i do? i didn't bother to take notice and pass them by... being me, i didn't open my own eyes to really see and i do believe in karma.. and you know what i mean.. so, learn from my silly mistakes..

this is not some kind of desparado post.. no, i'm not desperate.. i'm still considering at the time being i'm just ok.. all i'm doing is looking into myself and this is the reminder how foolish i really am... i don't know the right or wrong things in this matter so i keep on drowning myself in this ocean of emotions... and i pray out there there's still someone to offer her hands to me...

oh how February sometimes bad for me...