-Sayonara 2008....

there's a lot of things to write about... considering the absence of any posts for the past month and yet now i'm not the mood in writing anything... reasons? i'm finding its still hard to accept that holiday was over (though i'm extending my holiday to one more week), this sem will be effin busy and well i just forgotten my words back at home... and still thinking this would be the last post for this year, i gather my might and keep on typing anything that crosses my mind...


okeh, first of all.. holiday like ussual was great.. having a good and bad time with my family back at home... perhaps i write about it later.. for Christmas, well i didn't celebrate it though due to my very high fever that day and make me realize how important health is... yea, been drinking a bit and exposure to the fluctuation of temperature which my body cannot accept contribute to my ill being for 5 days...

anyone interested the outcome of the mission?? no?? well, guess that i shouldn't write about it either.. but anyway i did the right thing and proud of myself(though i'm extremely anxious before) and now i'm perfectly single (without the feeling of admiring anyone).. hey!! you could have guess by now.. yea,truth is i don't know the outcome too since she didn't give any answer but i take it as a rejection so yeap i'm a rejected stuff... haha.. sounds pity huh?? don't think so, when i gave myself a deep thought i'm not ready in relationship after all.. i feel just normal (yet still finding its hard to forget her).. but the earth still spins and time moves on.. and so must i..

this year has been quite great.. my academic improves, i become more mature (hmm let me think again) and become a better Stanley Jok.. There's only one Stanley Jok in this world and i guess i'm the best that exist for the time being so there's something to be happy about at the end of the day...

i want to write more but class start at 8.00 a.m.. so, guess this is it.. next post will be next year.. sayonara 2008.. memories will remain...

let usher the New Year with a big welcome shall we??!!

Fighting!!