-i'm a Thai...

they say don't ever judge a book by its cover and a man by its look... and how many are really doing that, raise your knees while standing... none? owh its alright thats mean you normal.. eheh

people are judgemental.. i'd told you before... that's one of our attitude which we learnt by ourselves.. it grows naturally.. and we are good at it... seriously.. i dare to bet with you guys if i put a ring inside a hideous pandan cake cake and gather it with all the cheese, chocolate, vanilla and strawberry cakes, i'm 85% sure (believe me i've done the statistic stuffs.. eheh) that people will prone to choose the other cakes apart from pandan cake ( i don't know why i choose this example n i think since it 7.06 a.m in the morning and i haven't sleep yet, that's the best i can come up with).. in the end they don't get the beautiful lagi expensive ring.. seriously rugi.. (actually if me pun, i'll go for cheese and chocolate first frankly, i won't even glimpse at Pandan cake.. hua2)

ever go to a shopping complex and wearing Tat Sing slipers or selepar jamban kta org srawak and then your outfit is pretty much like a person who don't know the meaning of the word fashion literally... i know its so not appropriate to wear such apparels to such places but me and my friends done that.. (yeah i'm that laid back you see).. hence, when you enter a shop, at first the the shop attendance want to greet and all of sudden once they look at your attire they were like 'ohh this bunch of people will not buying anyway, just want to waste their time window shopping'... yeah,like that.. and its all because of your appearances... but its fine with me.. i never like people to follow me when i'm browsing through their stuffs anyway...

just now, i went to a shop to buy earphone and the owner started to greet me in Chinese and i told him i don't know how to speak Chinese.. then, he was like owhh ok, start promoting the stuffs in BM.. and then when i went to the counter, he talked to his friends which i believe about me coz they were looking at me at that time... ohh how i hate it whenever people talk in front of me in a language that i don't understand.. he opened the earphone box and asked me to try it.. for Heaven's sake.. my hp is not that canggih ok, it was for my laptop..

so i was like ok i just put it in my ears and tried it to feel whether it is comfortable or not and quickly said i just take it.. what suprised me was later when i paid for the item, he just put it all inside the plastic.. i mean he didn't properly insert the earphone inside its box again.. is that the way people treat customers nowadays coz you see i'm a bit conservative... in my head, i was thinking that they must be thinking i'm an outsider that came from Thai or Myanmar.. thats why the treatment was different...

talking about Myanmar, when i was in my first year, a taxi driver once shouted me "Oii!! nak teksi ke?" and me and my friend were a bit startled by the taxi driver manner.. once we introduced ourselves and told that we came from Sarawak, and he said "Ohh org Malaysia juga la ni, sori la pak cik jerit oii tdi sebab ingatkan kamu orang Myanmar"... aigoo, pak cik Myanmarnese or not, still its not good la to greet people like that.. Malaysia kan truly Asia, very proud of its courtesy culture kan, so don't la treat people with bias.. coz at the end of the day they are going to pay you also what..

few days back i was being asked by some people 'owh adik pakai subang ye' and i just said ehmm.. i wonder whats on their mind that time.. you see people got this tendency to think that guys wearing earing are bad asses or even worse a GAY... duh.. but i like it.. the reason why sometimes i'm behaving oddly, dresses unappropriately, or sometimes looks rebellious and etc is that i like to see how they look at me or in a blunt term judge me... if they just see me like that and start to made an early label without knowing me better, well i believe that person cannot accept me as the way i am as an individual later...

i want to live my life just the way i want it to be... well, of course i know my limits la.. well, what i'm trying to say here is that just be who you are and not living a life according to people expectations.. i believe everyone is distinctively unique individual who has qualities of their own.. if you like to eat, just eat.. don't stop eating because you afraid people might see you as a big mouth... if you want to dress sloppily, so be it.. its your own fashion.. don't give a damn to what others will comment...its your style dude...

darn.. i don't particularly know what i'm mumbling about in this early morning... i don't even sure my pharagraphs are related to one another or not.. i'm dizzy coz i havent't sleep like for the past 19 hours... haha.. and later will wake up late probably after 2 -3 p.m.. well, one thing for sure i don't care if my roomate think me as a lazy hippopatomus (did i get the spelling correct, duh i'm not entering spelling bee competition anyway) well, this is simply because thats my uniqueness.. haha...

Good morning people!! Rise and shine for you and sweet dreams for me.. Au revoir!!!