-i'm a sloth...

here i am, being lazy in my room and laying on my bed since like this afternoon till now ( its quater past 8 already)... the paper this morning was not tough and yet i'm angry with myself for the habit of not able to complete it on time, same problem like previous paper.. some word of advice, if you're slow writer and a meticulous calculater, do culculating stuff last... yeap..

and now i feel a bit homesick... well, of course its due to the factor that exam week is drawing to its end, yay i got one more paper left... and the problem is that i always begin to feel a bit lazy for the last paper coz the anxiety of finishing it surpasses the feeling to study it.. darn... and then i'll begin to grumble of not doing well in it after the paper.. typical me.. haha..

i miss of having someone to talk with.. well, my roomates don't talk much.. everybody is busy with their own respective activity... its not only during exam week i tell you, its been like this the whole sem.. and i'm used to it now... the talkative me has assimilate with my nature of surrounding.. haha.. we do talk a bit, ya a bit but regarding formal matters like "hey, they are doing fogging now.. should we go out?" and etc.. none heart to heart talk yet,i mean talking about life, family and friends...i don't know is it me or them are introvert... well, i digress...

high school and maticulation dorms are the best...it so lively and hardly could be bored.. well, for sure the reason was i had my gang around... playing stupid games, laughing out loud, talking nonsense stuffs with my fellow sot buddies like burry and sedeq... the laugh is rather different with one you are so comfortable with and the one you eermm well you know like new people... hey, but not that here, i'm laughing insencerely..i enjoy myself too here but it just that being with the one you grew up with for like the past 6 years, you have that very strong bonding like covalent bonding for polar molecules.. gaga... hope i'll be able to catch up with you guys this holiday ya mates...

aiyak!! writer's block.. k chiaow..

anyway, carpe diem people!!!