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Thursday, September 11, 2008

-confused...

i earnestly hate myself now.. for not being able to figure myself out...
i thought everything has been sorted out...
it just infatuation i thought... its like impossible for me to be with you.. really...
you there and i'm here... we never even have a long conversation.. on our own...
and maybe sometimes you did made it clear that; hello, i'm not interested in you...
i saw it and perhaps i didn't understand...i don't want to understand...
coz sometimes i think as i move on with this life...
the thought of you, made me stumble.. over and over again...
yeah, you'll never know my feelings, maybe i've shown it...
you saw it and you didn't understand.. maybe you don't want to understand...
perhaps i still haven't found someone who can take your place...
will there ever be one??
being a sore loser myself, i know my position well...
i'm just a one lame, plain guy who still searching for myself...
still believe in putting up hope, though i knew the answer already...
right know, if i'm being given just one wish...
my wish is to be with you...
and i know that it would never be true...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
Fall For You
by Secondhand Serenade

7 comments:

geneve said...

waaa....sentimental ha, you babe?hehehe...

livnrae said...

Infactuation is normal, adik (u don't mind i call u that ya). You should know your feeling better. Whether it's that or something deeper. It's not the matter of whether you deserve the person or not. What's important is your sincerity and how you wanna show it. If you still not sure, ask God. That's the best way :)

geneve said...

true2...hehe..just show it la babe..no harm to let her know that u like her..well, just remember this 'courage is not the lack of fear.it is acting in spite of it'
you go man!!!

cafiena said...

whooaa, i cant say more..

lamak dh x cheta, im looking forward to meet you and hear it rite to my face..

excited of my friends' infatuations

*jump,jump*

Anonymous said...

stan jiwang!!!!

StaindLee said...

gene~yea sentimental a bit.. huhu.. one day if i'm strong enuf to say those 3 miracle words to her that would be the time when i have really confronted my greatest fear...
Oli~ adik?? it made me sound way much younger haha.. neway, i asked God and maybe he had given me the answers already.. just that i'm too blind to see it..
kas~hoho.. this is a fluctuate feelings of mine.. sometimes it ups and sometimes it down.. but still above the passing area.. huhu
lya~shiihh... jgn kasitau org ekk.. rahsia kta je ni.. hehe..

livnrae said...

Actually that's the intention. To make you feel younger . Hahaha...
Few years younger than me it's good to call adik already isn't it :)