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just finished watching AIM just now, and looks like that guy Faizal Tahir had his night tonight.. won 4 awards.. the 'strip incidence' didn't jeopardies his carrier after all.. so lesson, just be true to yourself.. heh2.. like my lec once said, sometimes rules are meant to be broken..

i'm not a guy who into msgin' or callin' people (mb that would be different if i have a girl la kan).. for those who knows me may agree with this.. sometimes i didn't reply msgs cz i'm mb bz or "forgot".. sometimes i didn't reload my num if there's nothin much important events in that week.. i just reload when i want to call my family back at home.. sorry la for those i didn't reply their msgs sometimes.. u know i still care for you ya.. :)

one thing is that i like independent person.. who didn't clings or depends to much to other person.. it is good to sought out for advices from someone but then if the advices keep on repeating to that person over and over again that means there's no improvement la kan.. so what's the point of asking for thoughts and ideas on the first place then.. sometimes certain things can be sorted out by ourself and don't ever burden other people with the never ending stories.. we might spread the glooms to them and thus this will turn out to be a new problem to that other person..

i'm not used to tell people around my problems (except if i got Burry by my side hehe).. i learn to solve and handle the problems myself.. not that i don't trust people just that some matters are not meant to be shared.. i used to have this book where i'll write all the things that bother or cheer me up.. so, at the end day of the day at least i feel at ease.. still, i'm thanking God above for sending many of his angels namely FRIENDS who always there for me during my roughest journey.. still, i make a big fuss around if its not a personal matter.. eg;club works, group works n etc.. hehe..

why i'm writing this anyway.. i remembered last time when i went to Donovan's room and start talking about Doom's Day, life and God and i did gave him a spooky feelings.. why? he started to think i may be giving him some sort of death's signs..haha.. still, if i am to die someday, i'll give people around me some hints.. hehe.. creepy?? still haven't married yet and have a lot of children what?! how la to die if not happy.. don't wanna die as unhappy soul.. :)

maybe the reasons why i'm writing all the above is that something bothers me lately and and its kinda messing my life a lil bit.. neway, i'm not writing this because i'm emo or anything (xngaku). just that there's nothing else to do and i'm feeling empty and i got this blog which will please me.. there's someone~ its not that i don't want to entertain that person or what.. just that is someone clinging to me too much, it suffocates me.. give me some space.. sorry neway ya.. feeling guilty deep inside but i need my life too..

last but not least... Malaysia Peace.. :).. different people one unity.. chee.. (ada bakat jdi politician ni) heh2..