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Sunday, May 18, 2008

-Searching for rainbow's end...

will i succeed? does it have an end by the way? and what waiting for me there if i found it?.. or is it all just a nonsense thought? i wonder...

life has been pretty much plain lately.. woke up late, went out to fill empty stomach, watched tv, surfed the net and some other boring stuff bored people would do.. on the weekdays did the research project thing.. at least something to kills time.. and then, nothing more and nothing less.. and i begin to think how empty my life was.. there's no ups and downs like way back during the teens time.. i miss something.. the feeling of anger when my friends argued with me, the feeling of sadness when i tried to comfort my friend's grief, the feeling of regret of something that i wrongly done and also the feeling of happiness when when i do something special for them... everything is just straight, like a planar model that doesn't bent at any part... so people if anything happen just cherish it.. some people may not be as lucky as you to feels the moment..

yeah, life has been good so far and i'm thanking God for that but it just that it hasn't been awesome.. somehow along the way i wish to meet someone who can create wonders in my life and sparks more of me from within.. am i being ungrateful for what i have here?? don't know..maybe.. it's human nature to seek more in their life and thats what i've been thinking..

am i going to live a mundane life?.. i always try to be positive and accept everything as the way they are but i cannot fools myself always.. haha.. thinking about that again its all on me right?? of how i'm going to live my life.. yea some positive thought to be ponder.. later..

probably i'm writing coz it is so bored now that i don't know what else to be written... maybe this is just a temporary state.. i'm just like an electron that need some outer energy to get out from this circle of mundane living.. God please give me someone with that energy.. ('_')"

2 comments:

Grace Miriam said...

Will I succeed? Hmm good one there! I often believe that a person who questions his or her capabilities is the person who will do well in life. Why so? Cause questioning is good. Drives us to achieve the maximum. So back to the question again, "Will I succeed?" Well of course! =) And oh its good to know that u're a fan of durian. I've been around many (in KL la, not Kch) yg benci gilak dgn durian. Tsk tsk odd eh? How can one resist durian! I know I can't!

StaindLee said...

yeah durian is irresistible kan.. what more if not eating it after a long time kan.. huhu.. yup.. hope so, i'll succeed in searching my rainbow's end.. and to you too.. hope you'll found yours.. :)