-of memories...

we miss our past, we dwell with it,
and it's hard to let go,
no matter how hard we try,
the memories will remain,
of the sweetness of a person can be,
and how they are no longer the same person,
we wish things don't change,
but they do,
or perhaps we are the one who change??
we have loved, we have been loved,
we have betrayed, we have been betrayed,
we have hurt, we have been hurt,
what goes around, comes around are what people saying,
probably it is true then,
this karma that seals our destinies ,
will remains unchanged, unavoidable,
yet, we learned to appreciate things once we have lost them,
we cherished every moment we spent,
regardless of the goods and bads,
those are the memories, our reminiscence when we are lonely,
our soul remedies, our little precious treasures,
even though remembering it sometimes hurts,
but it is sweet enough to shed our tears,
is strong enough as assurance to live our life,
a remembrance of how dear we are to someone, once,
maybe once is enough,
rather than not getting the chances at all,
so in the end its not the matter of how long the life we live,
but rather of what kind of life do we live,
we are still learning,
like a little child, in this vast world,
in this one and only life...
-staind thoughts on 2.22 a.m-